Sunday, May 3, 2009
♥ my misses
I am contented... i am happy...
i am still much in love...
miss my dearie jus like i used to...
hug my dearie tighter then always...
love my dearie like nv before...
Thank God for letting me know him...
Thank God for giving me this chance to love him...
Thank God for holding us tight till today and forever...
Thank God for creating us...
Wedding bells ringing???
Is for me to know and for you to find out... =D
i am still much in love...
miss my dearie jus like i used to...
hug my dearie tighter then always...
love my dearie like nv before...
Thank God for letting me know him...
Thank God for giving me this chance to love him...
Thank God for holding us tight till today and forever...
Thank God for creating us...
Wedding bells ringing???
Is for me to know and for you to find out... =D
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Thursday, April 16, 2009
♥ Just another update
Yup! cobwebs has grown...
so here i am to clear the cobwebs... hee...
it has been decades since i update.
lots of happenings between me and baby...
lots of arguements, cold wars and even breakups...
but i am glad things are getting better. (i guess)
there are still times my baby are demanding and unreasonable...
but there are also times where i am stubborn and inrealistic...
Thats y we ended up together... =)
I guess i can no longer expect this relationship to be full of surprises and romance
cos we are alr in the stage of steadiness... and all we both can tink of is settling down...
chatted with a fren... told me something which made me realise that me and baby is not longer in the stage of romance and surprises.
My fren mentioned that when everyone is getting ready to settle down mentally, everythings seems to be moving further away from us.
All our lives will only evolve around work, family and the man...
Thats true! looking around i realise all my frens who are working hard for marriage are all like tt!
they will only spent all the time they have with bfs/gfs and work. Nothing else.
Lookin at myself, that is also true... i am really spending time only with baby and my work...
no one and no where else. Thou very much i wanted to meet up some of my babes, but somehow, all of us are alr in the stage of getting ready for marriage... getting mentally prepared before physically prepared yrs later..
i always tot not chatting in the car means love drifted apart, not receiving flowers and gifts means love is depleting...
Well, thats not true... lesser chatting lets us think more... lesser gift means more luxury in the future... eveything will leads to something in future... changes!~
as we are in the age of work and family settling down, we start to lose the time to sms and shower the constant misses. Instead, more hugs when meet spells everything all at one time.
i believe many might not understand what i am trying to express in this post... but i am absolute sure you will get it soon~!
i simply love the life i have and the prince charming in my love... it is simply happiness... =)
so here i am to clear the cobwebs... hee...
it has been decades since i update.
lots of happenings between me and baby...
lots of arguements, cold wars and even breakups...
but i am glad things are getting better. (i guess)
there are still times my baby are demanding and unreasonable...
but there are also times where i am stubborn and inrealistic...
Thats y we ended up together... =)
I guess i can no longer expect this relationship to be full of surprises and romance
cos we are alr in the stage of steadiness... and all we both can tink of is settling down...
chatted with a fren... told me something which made me realise that me and baby is not longer in the stage of romance and surprises.
My fren mentioned that when everyone is getting ready to settle down mentally, everythings seems to be moving further away from us.
All our lives will only evolve around work, family and the man...
Thats true! looking around i realise all my frens who are working hard for marriage are all like tt!
they will only spent all the time they have with bfs/gfs and work. Nothing else.
Lookin at myself, that is also true... i am really spending time only with baby and my work...
no one and no where else. Thou very much i wanted to meet up some of my babes, but somehow, all of us are alr in the stage of getting ready for marriage... getting mentally prepared before physically prepared yrs later..
i always tot not chatting in the car means love drifted apart, not receiving flowers and gifts means love is depleting...
Well, thats not true... lesser chatting lets us think more... lesser gift means more luxury in the future... eveything will leads to something in future... changes!~
as we are in the age of work and family settling down, we start to lose the time to sms and shower the constant misses. Instead, more hugs when meet spells everything all at one time.
i believe many might not understand what i am trying to express in this post... but i am absolute sure you will get it soon~!
i simply love the life i have and the prince charming in my love... it is simply happiness... =)
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Monday, November 24, 2008
♥ I Love My Dear
Been a tough month... really busy with work...
work till late night... but luckily i have my baby...
He fetch me home almost everynite last 2 weeks...
He brought me for dinner cum supper most of the nites for last 2 weeks.
I am jus so easy contented..
But usually good days just dont last long...
at times we still quarrel... at times we showed each other temper...
but always tell myself.. he is mine... someone i chose... i must accept who he is...
but on the other hand... i hope he accepts who i am too...
i noe he is showing love... but gers are greedy... i jus need more...
talked with my colleagues about marriage today...
one of them happen to be my baby's sister... who got officially married last week...
the way she mention about her marriage life... she is in bliss...
colleagues making plans to get married in 2 yrs time...
but me?? am i ready?? are we ready??
work till late night... but luckily i have my baby...
He fetch me home almost everynite last 2 weeks...
He brought me for dinner cum supper most of the nites for last 2 weeks.
I am jus so easy contented..
But usually good days just dont last long...
at times we still quarrel... at times we showed each other temper...
but always tell myself.. he is mine... someone i chose... i must accept who he is...
but on the other hand... i hope he accepts who i am too...
i noe he is showing love... but gers are greedy... i jus need more...
talked with my colleagues about marriage today...
one of them happen to be my baby's sister... who got officially married last week...
the way she mention about her marriage life... she is in bliss...
colleagues making plans to get married in 2 yrs time...
but me?? am i ready?? are we ready??
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Thursday, October 23, 2008
♥ I Am Tired
everything jus always seems to not last long... even the way u treat me...
everytime i write letters, ur way of treating me became better
but not for long...
had 2 major arguements with my baby in 1 week...
so fierce arguement that i walked away from him...
i am tired le... hate crying while walking...
i dunno why, my heart jus ache each time i walk away from u...
my tears jus keep falling no matter how many ppl are looking...
i jus cant control... my mind is everything that is negative which ever happened...
i will never have a chance of u sending me home... only at ur off days... which is once in a blue moon...
i will never have a chance to dine out with you... cos i will always see ur face after 9pm...
waited once and i stopped doing so... i still feel strongly that with work and frens, i m nv impt...
mayb i m sensitive... but jus wanna shoot my thoughts...
i jus feel that the distance between us is getting further apart each day...
i am so scare feelins might jus deplete suddenly one day...
*can that day not come?*
I know we will always okay no matter how fierce we quarrel... but is this happiness?
i know arguements will spice relationships up...
but too much is gonna strained it...
and i noe, ours are being strained...
i dun wan apologies... i dun wan jus a moment of sweet talks or sweet actions...
i wan it for lifetime... for decades...
i hate crying, i hate feelin the heartache... i hate to make u look for me... i hate to look around for u too...
i nv wan it for even once... but why are we having all this almost every week... everyday...
is this happiness??
i wan to be ur ger, ur special someone that u treasure... that is priority over everything...
but not taken for granted... treated like a maid...
i m jus amazed that i gotta cry, throw tantrum, argue and ran away from you before i get to buy 1 pair of shoes after a few months i last brought...
is not u cant afford... you jus simply dun wan...
is not i cant afford... you jus simply dun allow...
i didnt noe that not able to book ur bbq pit will also become a big issue for us to quarrel, for us to walk off in opp direction...
is everything so impt than your gf's feelins? ur gf's emotions?
been so long i last heard u tellin me u miss me... so long since i last heard u say u love me... so long since i heard u calling me to remind me for my lunch...
its been sooo long...
signing off here... cos whenever i remb of such things, my tears will always fall uncontrollably... i hate crying... i hate tears... i hate sleepless nights...
can i work throughout the night?? i jus wanna keep myself so damn busy... till i can forget everything... i am exhausted... no longer have the strength to fight this obstacles on my own... i am losing my direction...
Good Nite~
This background music was the first and only song u ever sung to me...
"Jia Gei Wo" Alex To
小星星亮晶晶
闪在你的眼睛里
从此走进我的心
呼风又唤雨
我愿意好愿意
双手奉上我自己
翻山岳岭找到你
再也不离去
爱是我 爱是你
爱是肯定句
谁也不能阻挡
我永远守护你
日出日落
黑夜白昼
时时刻刻永在怀中
进进出出这感动
分秒可以称永久
我望着你
你看着我
有句话我想对你说
今生今世跟着我
做你幸福的理由
稼给我
我愿意好愿意
双手奉上我自己
翻山岳岭找到你
再也不离去
爱是我 爱是你
爱是肯定句
谁也不能阻挡我
永远守护你
日出日落 黑夜白昼
时时刻刻永在怀中
进进出出这感动
分秒可以称永久
我望着你 你看着我
有句话我想对你说
今生今世跟着我
做你幸福的理由
稼给我
爱是我 爱是你
爱是肯定句
谁也不能阻挡我永远守护你
日出日落 黑夜白昼
时时刻刻永在怀中
进进出出这感动
分秒可以称永久
我望着你 你看着
我有句话我想对你说
今生今世跟着我
做你幸福的理由
稼给我
日出日落
黑夜白昼
时时刻刻永在怀中
进进出出这感动
分秒可以称永久
我望着你 你看着
我有句话我想对你
说今生今世跟着我
做你幸福的理由
稼给我
is the meaning of the lyrics still valid?? still meaninful??
everytime i write letters, ur way of treating me became better
but not for long...
had 2 major arguements with my baby in 1 week...
so fierce arguement that i walked away from him...
i am tired le... hate crying while walking...
i dunno why, my heart jus ache each time i walk away from u...
my tears jus keep falling no matter how many ppl are looking...
i jus cant control... my mind is everything that is negative which ever happened...
i will never have a chance of u sending me home... only at ur off days... which is once in a blue moon...
i will never have a chance to dine out with you... cos i will always see ur face after 9pm...
waited once and i stopped doing so... i still feel strongly that with work and frens, i m nv impt...
mayb i m sensitive... but jus wanna shoot my thoughts...
i jus feel that the distance between us is getting further apart each day...
i am so scare feelins might jus deplete suddenly one day...
*can that day not come?*
I know we will always okay no matter how fierce we quarrel... but is this happiness?
i know arguements will spice relationships up...
but too much is gonna strained it...
and i noe, ours are being strained...
i dun wan apologies... i dun wan jus a moment of sweet talks or sweet actions...
i wan it for lifetime... for decades...
i hate crying, i hate feelin the heartache... i hate to make u look for me... i hate to look around for u too...
i nv wan it for even once... but why are we having all this almost every week... everyday...
is this happiness??
i wan to be ur ger, ur special someone that u treasure... that is priority over everything...
but not taken for granted... treated like a maid...
i m jus amazed that i gotta cry, throw tantrum, argue and ran away from you before i get to buy 1 pair of shoes after a few months i last brought...
is not u cant afford... you jus simply dun wan...
is not i cant afford... you jus simply dun allow...
i didnt noe that not able to book ur bbq pit will also become a big issue for us to quarrel, for us to walk off in opp direction...
is everything so impt than your gf's feelins? ur gf's emotions?
been so long i last heard u tellin me u miss me... so long since i last heard u say u love me... so long since i heard u calling me to remind me for my lunch...
its been sooo long...
signing off here... cos whenever i remb of such things, my tears will always fall uncontrollably... i hate crying... i hate tears... i hate sleepless nights...
can i work throughout the night?? i jus wanna keep myself so damn busy... till i can forget everything... i am exhausted... no longer have the strength to fight this obstacles on my own... i am losing my direction...
Good Nite~
This background music was the first and only song u ever sung to me...
"Jia Gei Wo" Alex To
小星星亮晶晶
闪在你的眼睛里
从此走进我的心
呼风又唤雨
我愿意好愿意
双手奉上我自己
翻山岳岭找到你
再也不离去
爱是我 爱是你
爱是肯定句
谁也不能阻挡
我永远守护你
日出日落
黑夜白昼
时时刻刻永在怀中
进进出出这感动
分秒可以称永久
我望着你
你看着我
有句话我想对你说
今生今世跟着我
做你幸福的理由
稼给我
我愿意好愿意
双手奉上我自己
翻山岳岭找到你
再也不离去
爱是我 爱是你
爱是肯定句
谁也不能阻挡我
永远守护你
日出日落 黑夜白昼
时时刻刻永在怀中
进进出出这感动
分秒可以称永久
我望着你 你看着我
有句话我想对你说
今生今世跟着我
做你幸福的理由
稼给我
爱是我 爱是你
爱是肯定句
谁也不能阻挡我永远守护你
日出日落 黑夜白昼
时时刻刻永在怀中
进进出出这感动
分秒可以称永久
我望着你 你看着
我有句话我想对你说
今生今世跟着我
做你幸福的理由
稼给我
日出日落
黑夜白昼
时时刻刻永在怀中
进进出出这感动
分秒可以称永久
我望着你 你看着
我有句话我想对你
说今生今世跟着我
做你幸福的理由
稼给我
is the meaning of the lyrics still valid?? still meaninful??
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Monday, October 6, 2008
♥ baby hurt!
my baby is hurt...
he got scalded by hot soup...
images of the soup spilled onto him...
scalding his left hand makes me sobs...
my tears are fallin really soon when i applied med for him
but i hold back...
my heart hurts like sh*t when i see the redness...
when i see baby swings his hand to cool the hand...
no mood for everything even work today...
i keep sms and callin baby to ensure he is ok...
baby told me something that made my tears fall...
he said: "luckily i was the one scalded and not you"
i said : "why"?
he replied :" cos if u got scalded i really dunno hw u can tahan the pain"
i felt touched at that instance...
at nite my baby and me watch soccer...
i was playing my game... tired le i lied on his lap...
he suddenly stroke my hair...
i felt like a little ger... this is wat i really imagine and wish baby to do...
i nv tell him abt it... he did it by his own initiative...
so i noe he mean the love... the care... the dote...
i hug him tight... shed tears...
thanks baby... despite u r in pain... i m still in ur mind...
in the list of care... thanks baby...
i love you...
i need you...
dun ever leave me...
he got scalded by hot soup...
images of the soup spilled onto him...
scalding his left hand makes me sobs...
my tears are fallin really soon when i applied med for him
but i hold back...
my heart hurts like sh*t when i see the redness...
when i see baby swings his hand to cool the hand...
no mood for everything even work today...
i keep sms and callin baby to ensure he is ok...
baby told me something that made my tears fall...
he said: "luckily i was the one scalded and not you"
i said : "why"?
he replied :" cos if u got scalded i really dunno hw u can tahan the pain"
i felt touched at that instance...
at nite my baby and me watch soccer...
i was playing my game... tired le i lied on his lap...
he suddenly stroke my hair...
i felt like a little ger... this is wat i really imagine and wish baby to do...
i nv tell him abt it... he did it by his own initiative...
so i noe he mean the love... the care... the dote...
i hug him tight... shed tears...
thanks baby... despite u r in pain... i m still in ur mind...
in the list of care... thanks baby...
i love you...
i need you...
dun ever leave me...
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Wednesday, October 1, 2008
♥ things are getting better
tings seems to get better between us...
more smiles... more care... more understanding...
no matter wat goes wrong... we end up ok...
today on my way back home... it was raining cats and dogs...
i sms baby tellin him i was drenched...
he asked me to keep try to book a cab and to get something warm to drink...
he even said he heartache cos i was drenched...
this concern touched me...
tks for ferrying me to and fro from work...
tks for callin and sms-ing to concern abt me...
tks for willing and trying hard to let ourselves gets closer...
i start to feel u r more and more indispensable...
i love you!
more smiles... more care... more understanding...
no matter wat goes wrong... we end up ok...
today on my way back home... it was raining cats and dogs...
i sms baby tellin him i was drenched...
he asked me to keep try to book a cab and to get something warm to drink...
he even said he heartache cos i was drenched...
this concern touched me...
tks for ferrying me to and fro from work...
tks for callin and sms-ing to concern abt me...
tks for willing and trying hard to let ourselves gets closer...
i start to feel u r more and more indispensable...
i love you!
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Thursday, September 25, 2008
♥ Sorry my baby
been a rough week...
quarrels... tears... we walked thru...
yesterday i made a grave mistake...
baby is very sad and disappointed...
but he didnt scold me like before...
instead he held back his anger... his disappointment...
only said "wat else do you wan me to sae"
i cried... i dint dare to scold or shout...
i suddenly feel that baby is my love... only love...
cos despite i hurt him... he didnt scold me...
after long hrs of apologising, he didnt sae he forgive...
but i noe... he dun wanna quarrel further..
he rather give up thinkin abt it...
thanks baby for not giving up... thanks baby for holdin on to me when i needed u...
u make me need u more... love u deeper...
baby's sis introduced a job in her office...
i m bz with my work...
but i can feel that the love between us seems stronger...
cos we misses each other...
we sms each other... concern abt each other...
baby... thanks! truly enjoyed my work cos of u...
I LOVE YOU!~
quarrels... tears... we walked thru...
yesterday i made a grave mistake...
baby is very sad and disappointed...
but he didnt scold me like before...
instead he held back his anger... his disappointment...
only said "wat else do you wan me to sae"
i cried... i dint dare to scold or shout...
i suddenly feel that baby is my love... only love...
cos despite i hurt him... he didnt scold me...
after long hrs of apologising, he didnt sae he forgive...
but i noe... he dun wanna quarrel further..
he rather give up thinkin abt it...
thanks baby for not giving up... thanks baby for holdin on to me when i needed u...
u make me need u more... love u deeper...
baby's sis introduced a job in her office...
i m bz with my work...
but i can feel that the love between us seems stronger...
cos we misses each other...
we sms each other... concern abt each other...
baby... thanks! truly enjoyed my work cos of u...
I LOVE YOU!~
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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