tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7637383964538524782011-04-22T09:11:19.928+08:00Sharonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09224997821214563727noreply@blogger.comBlogger291100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-763738396453852478.post-33031332629352031002009-05-03T02:31:00.003+08:002009-05-03T02:34:19.995+08:00<span style="color:#ff6600;">I am contented... i am happy...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">i am still much in love...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">miss my dearie jus like i used to...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">hug my dearie tighter then always...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">love my dearie like nv before...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">Thank God for letting me know him...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">Thank God for giving me this chance to love him...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">Thank God for holding us tight till today and forever...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">Thank God for creating us...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">Wedding bells ringing???</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">Is for me to know and for you to find out... =D</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/763738396453852478-3303133262935203100?l=ourlovejourney011507.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sharonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09224997821214563727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-763738396453852478.post-74203253660057548042009-04-16T16:08:00.002+08:002009-04-16T16:20:37.842+08:00<strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Yup! cobwebs has grown...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">so here i am to clear the cobwebs... hee... </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">it has been decades since i update.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">lots of happenings between me and baby...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">lots of arguements, cold wars and even breakups...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">but i am glad things are getting better. (i guess)</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">there are still times my baby are demanding and unreasonable...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">but there are also times where i am stubborn and inrealistic...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Thats y we ended up together... =)</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I guess i can no longer expect this relationship to be full of surprises and romance </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">cos we are alr in the stage of steadiness... and all we both can tink of is settling down...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">chatted with a fren... told me something which made me realise that me and baby is not longer in the stage of romance and surprises.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">My fren mentioned that when everyone is getting ready to settle down mentally, everythings seems to be moving further away from us. </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">All our lives will only evolve around work, family and the man...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Thats true! looking around i realise all my frens who are working hard for marriage are all like tt!</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">they will only spent all the time they have with bfs/gfs and work. Nothing else.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Lookin at myself, that is also true... i am really spending time only with baby and my work...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">no one and no where else. Thou very much i wanted to meet up some of my babes, but somehow, all of us are alr in the stage of getting ready for marriage... getting mentally prepared before physically prepared yrs later..</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i always tot not chatting in the car means love drifted apart, not receiving flowers and gifts means love is depleting...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Well, thats not true... lesser chatting lets us think more... lesser gift means more luxury in the future... eveything will leads to something in future... changes!~</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">as we are in the age of work and family settling down, we start to lose the time to sms and shower the constant misses. Instead, more hugs when meet spells everything all at one time.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i believe many might not understand what i am trying to express in this post... but i am absolute sure you will get it soon~! </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong>i simply love the life i have and the prince charming in my love... it is simply happiness... =)</strong> </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/763738396453852478-7420325366005754804?l=ourlovejourney011507.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sharonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09224997821214563727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-763738396453852478.post-87426943775822076372008-11-24T22:39:00.002+08:002008-11-24T23:02:51.787+08:00Been a tough month... really busy with work...<br /><br />work till late night... but luckily i have my baby...<br /><br />He fetch me home almost everynite last 2 weeks...<br /><br />He brought me for dinner cum supper most of the nites for last 2 weeks.<br /><br />I am jus so easy contented..<br /><br />But usually good days just dont last long...<br /><br />at times we still quarrel... at times we showed each other temper...<br /><br />but always tell myself.. he is mine... someone i chose... i must accept who he is...<br /><br />but on the other hand... i hope he accepts who i am too...<br /><br />i noe he is showing love... but gers are greedy... i jus need more...<br /><br />talked with my colleagues about marriage today...<br /><br />one of them happen to be my baby's sister... who got officially married last week...<br /><br />the way she mention about her marriage life... she is in bliss...<br /><br />colleagues making plans to get married in 2 yrs time...<br /><br />but me?? am i ready?? are we ready??<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/763738396453852478-8742694377582207637?l=ourlovejourney011507.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sharonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09224997821214563727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-763738396453852478.post-77011512649955908352008-10-23T22:41:00.004+08:002008-10-23T23:14:50.789+08:00<span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">everything jus always seems to not last long... even the way u treat me...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">everytime i write letters, ur way of treating me became better</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">but not for long...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">had 2 major arguements with my baby in 1 week...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">so fierce arguement that i walked away from him...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">i am tired le... hate crying while walking...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">i dunno why, my heart jus ache each time i walk away from u...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">my tears jus keep falling no matter how many ppl are looking...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">i jus cant control... my mind is everything that is negative which ever happened...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">i will never have a chance of u sending me home... only at ur off days... which is once in a blue moon...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">i will never have a chance to dine out with you... cos i will always see ur face after 9pm...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">waited once and i stopped doing so... i still feel strongly that with work and frens, i m nv impt...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">mayb i m sensitive... but jus wanna shoot my thoughts...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">i jus feel that the distance between us is getting further apart each day...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">i am so scare feelins might jus deplete suddenly one day...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">*can that day not come?*</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;">I know we will always okay no matter how fierce we quarrel... but is this happiness?</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;">i know arguements will spice relationships up...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;">but too much is gonna strained it...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;">and i noe, ours are being strained...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;">i dun wan apologies... i dun wan jus a moment of sweet talks or sweet actions...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;">i wan it for lifetime... for decades...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;">i hate crying, i hate feelin the heartache... i hate to make u look for me... i hate to look around for u too...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;">i nv wan it for even once... but why are we having all this almost every week... everyday...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;">is this happiness??</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;">i wan to be ur ger, ur special someone that u treasure... that is priority over everything...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;">but not taken for granted... treated like a maid...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;">i m jus amazed that i gotta cry, throw tantrum, argue and ran away from you before i get to buy 1 pair of shoes after a few months i last brought...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;">is not u cant afford... you jus simply dun wan...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;">is not i cant afford... you jus simply dun allow...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;">i didnt noe that not able to book ur bbq pit will also become a big issue for us to quarrel, for us to walk off in opp direction... </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;">is everything so impt than your gf's feelins? ur gf's emotions? </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;">been so long i last heard u tellin me u miss me... so long since i last heard u say u love me... so long since i heard u calling me to remind me for my lunch...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;">its been sooo long... </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;">signing off here... cos whenever i remb of such things, my tears will always fall uncontrollably... i hate crying... i hate tears... i hate sleepless nights...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;">can i work throughout the night?? i jus wanna keep myself so damn busy... till i can forget everything... i am exhausted... no longer have the strength to fight this obstacles on my own... i am losing my direction...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;">Good Nite~</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;">This background music was the first and only song u ever sung to me...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;">"Jia Gei Wo" Alex To</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#990000;"></span><br />小星星亮晶晶<br />闪在你的眼睛里<br />从此走进我的心<br />呼风又唤雨<br />我愿意好愿意<br />双手奉上我自己<br />翻山岳岭找到你<br />再也不离去<br /><br />爱是我 爱是你<br />爱是肯定句<br />谁也不能阻挡<br />我永远守护你<br /><br />日出日落<br />黑夜白昼<br />时时刻刻永在怀中<br />进进出出这感动<br />分秒可以称永久<br /><br />我望着你<br />你看着我<br />有句话我想对你说<br />今生今世跟着我<br />做你幸福的理由<br />稼给我<br /><br />我愿意好愿意<br />双手奉上我自己<br />翻山岳岭找到你<br />再也不离去<br /><br />爱是我 爱是你<br />爱是肯定句<br />谁也不能阻挡我<br />永远守护你<br /><br />日出日落 黑夜白昼<br />时时刻刻永在怀中<br />进进出出这感动<br />分秒可以称永久<br /><br />我望着你 你看着我<br />有句话我想对你说<br />今生今世跟着我<br />做你幸福的理由<br /><br />稼给我<br /><br />爱是我 爱是你<br />爱是肯定句<br />谁也不能阻挡我永远守护你<br />日出日落 黑夜白昼<br />时时刻刻永在怀中<br />进进出出这感动<br />分秒可以称永久<br />我望着你 你看着<br />我有句话我想对你说<br />今生今世跟着我<br />做你幸福的理由<br />稼给我<br /><br />日出日落<br />黑夜白昼<br />时时刻刻永在怀中<br />进进出出这感动<br />分秒可以称永久<br />我望着你 你看着<br />我有句话我想对你<br />说今生今世跟着我<br />做你幸福的理由<br /><br />稼给我<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">is the meaning of the lyrics still valid?? still meaninful??</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/763738396453852478-7701151264995590835?l=ourlovejourney011507.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sharonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09224997821214563727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-763738396453852478.post-44852830807334797742008-10-06T19:55:00.002+08:002008-10-06T20:06:07.779+08:00my baby is hurt...<br /><br />he got scalded by hot soup...<br /><br />images of the soup spilled onto him...<br /><br />scalding his left hand makes me sobs...<br /><br />my tears are fallin really soon when i applied med for him<br /><br />but i hold back...<br /><br />my heart hurts like sh*t when i see the redness...<br /><br />when i see baby swings his hand to cool the hand...<br /><br />no mood for everything even work today...<br /><br />i keep sms and callin baby to ensure he is ok...<br /><br />baby told me something that made my tears fall...<br /><br />he said: "luckily i was the one scalded and not you"<br /><br />i said : "why"?<br /><br />he replied :" cos if u got scalded i really dunno hw u can tahan the pain"<br /><br />i felt touched at that instance...<br /><br />at nite my baby and me watch soccer...<br /><br />i was playing my game... tired le i lied on his lap...<br /><br />he suddenly stroke my hair...<br /><br />i felt like a little ger... this is wat i really imagine and wish baby to do...<br /><br />i nv tell him abt it... he did it by his own initiative...<br /><br />so i noe he mean the love... the care... the dote...<br /><br />i hug him tight... shed tears...<br /><br />thanks baby... despite u r in pain... i m still in ur mind...<br /><br />in the list of care... thanks baby...<br /><br />i love you...<br /><br />i need you...<br /><br />dun ever leave me...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/763738396453852478-4485283080733479774?l=ourlovejourney011507.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sharonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09224997821214563727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-763738396453852478.post-88077514261631734552008-10-01T01:17:00.003+08:002008-10-01T01:26:54.331+08:00<span style="color:#cc33cc;">tings seems to get better between us...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">more smiles... more care... more understanding...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">no matter wat goes wrong... we end up ok...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">today on my way back home... it was raining cats and dogs...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i sms baby tellin him i was drenched... </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">he asked me to keep try to book a cab and to get something warm to drink...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">he even said he heartache cos i was drenched... </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">this concern touched me...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">tks for ferrying me to and fro from work...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">tks for callin and sms-ing to concern abt me...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">tks for willing and trying hard to let ourselves gets closer...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i start to feel u r more and more indispensable...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i love you!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/763738396453852478-8807751426163173455?l=ourlovejourney011507.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sharonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09224997821214563727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-763738396453852478.post-72184130370627167212008-09-25T19:12:00.002+08:002008-09-25T19:22:16.737+08:00<strong><span style="color:#3366ff;">been a rough week...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;">quarrels... tears... we walked thru...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;">yesterday i made a grave mistake...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;">baby is very sad and disappointed...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;">but he didnt scold me like before...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;">instead he held back his anger... his disappointment...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;">only said "wat else do you wan me to sae"</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;">i cried... i dint dare to scold or shout...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;">i suddenly feel that baby is my love... only love...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;">cos despite i hurt him... he didnt scold me...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;">after long hrs of apologising, he didnt sae he forgive...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;">but i noe... he dun wanna quarrel further..</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;">he rather give up thinkin abt it...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;">thanks baby for not giving up... thanks baby for holdin on to me when i needed u...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;">u make me need u more... love u deeper...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;">baby's sis introduced a job in her office...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;">i m bz with my work... </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;">but i can feel that the love between us seems stronger...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;">cos we misses each other...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;">we sms each other... concern abt each other...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;">baby... thanks! truly enjoyed my work cos of u... </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;">I LOVE YOU!~</span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/763738396453852478-7218413037062716721?l=ourlovejourney011507.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sharonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09224997821214563727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-763738396453852478.post-27564337417722004742008-09-21T23:29:00.003+08:002008-09-21T23:47:25.858+08:00<span style="color:#000000;">20th Sep 2008</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">nothing much special...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">went to attend baby's sis housewarming at Tampines.</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">We headed to her hse at ard 2.30 and tot to seek for food b4 goin up...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">we walk and walk and walk... but found no decent coffeeshop...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">Therefore we given up and decide jus head straight to her hse and awaits for the bbq...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">A pretty spacious and nice home..</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">Real cosy and not forgetting the contempory...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">sat at the living room and waited for all to arrive... </span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">Bbq</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">Mahjong...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">and off to head home at 9.oopm...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">Jus after reaching home and bath...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">Baby's fren called and ask him for a MJ session...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">What a coincident was, he stayed near baby's sis new home...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">and yes! we headed back to tampines.</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">Baby played the first round while i played e 2nd...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">Left for home at around 2am i suppose...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">reached home.. washed up and headed for my comfy bed...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">21 sep 2008</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">woke up only at 5pm...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">but of cos did woke at irregular hours in between...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">but fully washed up only at 5pm..</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">headed for lunch cum dinner at Mac at our nearby shoppin mall...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">After eating, we headed home...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">Baby was watching his soccer while i read my magazine...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">After a feel hours of slacking, decide to meet my fren and her bf for coffee...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">but a pity she couldnt... so me and baby headed for starbucks our own...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">at tt moment i felt a sense of telepathy...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">as you raise the tots in my mind... as i m craving for my ice blended java chips...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">we went to the nearest starbuck and pack 2 drinks plus 1 NY cheesecake...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">and off to indulge in the good food...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">we started the day well and we didnt had any arguement...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">But out of a sudden... your attitude to me feels so cold...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">you didnt face me when u talk...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">u didnt smile when i joke..</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">you even gave me a look of impatient when i asked u question...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">once again... i noe, i m gonna cried...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">hid below my blanket... letting my tears fall...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">i guess u can feel tt something is admist...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">you peek thru my blanket and i immediately move off to avoid eye contact...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">to avoid letting you i m crying... cos i noe... it will only bring the situation worse...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">after which, i headed for my bath and cried my heart out...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">my heart felt a sense of pain... no lie... a real sense of pain...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">question filled my mind...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">have i said something wrong??</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">have i did something wrong??</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">but i noe i didnt... cos i was nt talk or doin anything except fixing my eyes on the tv prg...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">so wat goes wrong??</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">i really didnt have an answer... and i really feels that this hurts most...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">i did wat i can to help u... where's ur appreciation??</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">did i heard you saying thanks? No!</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">did i heard you saying you appreciate it? No!</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">all i get was ur cold treatment as and went u like...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">is no exaggeration... but the pain is excruciating...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">cos i really dun noe wat happens whenever u suddenly turns cold...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">i felt unfair...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">i felt that your love is jus sooo different now...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">i m really tired of all this...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">tired of crying... tired of pain...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">m i suppose jus no longer take everything u do and say into heart??</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">m i suppose to live our relationship without effort??</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">can anyone teach me what i can do??</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">i m sooo lost... =(</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">tired... signing off!~</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/763738396453852478-2756433741772200474?l=ourlovejourney011507.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sharonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09224997821214563727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-763738396453852478.post-49741490146967313082008-09-18T00:40:00.007+08:002008-09-18T01:16:31.962+08:00<span style="color:#ff6600;">If I were blue, would you be there for me,<br />And whisper in my ears that's ok.<br />Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,<br />And say you love me one more time.<br /><br />If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,<br />And touch my lips with tender loving care,<br />Would you die for me, would you run with me,<br />And never look back..<br /><br />Would you be there to love, to be with me?<br />Would you swear that your love is always true?<br />Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?<br /><br />Would you be there to love, to be with me?<br />Would you swear that your love is always true?<br />Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?<br /><br />Would you be there..<br /><br />If I am away, would you still think of me,<br />And wished that you could hold me now.<br />Would you die for me, would you run with me,<br />All the way ...<br /><br />Would you be there to love, to be with me?<br />Would you swear that your love is always true?<br />Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?<br /><br />Would you be there to save my soul tonight,<br />Would you swear that your love is always true,<br />Would you say that you always be there,<br />To kiss my pain away,<br /><br />Would you be there to love, to be with me?<br />Would you swear that your love is always true?<br />Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?<br /><br />Would you be there to save my soul tonight,<br />Would you swear that your love is always true,<br />Would you say that you always be there,<br />To kiss my pain away,<br /><br />Would you be there ..... for me ...<br /></span><span style="font-size:130%;color:#3366ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#3366ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#3366ff;">Baby... do you remember this song??</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#3366ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#3366ff;">The song tat came with 3 pages long letter??</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#3366ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#3366ff;">The song that change things between us??</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#3366ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#3366ff;">The song that i burned jus for u... </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#3366ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#3366ff;">The song that accompanied u thru the car ride that morning...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#3366ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#3366ff;">The song that describe my love to you...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#3366ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#3366ff;">have u forgotten??</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#3366ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#3366ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#3366ff;">would you be there??</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/763738396453852478-4974149014696731308?l=ourlovejourney011507.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sharonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09224997821214563727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-763738396453852478.post-55292664087718979222008-09-18T00:40:00.002+08:002008-09-18T00:51:05.871+08:00<span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">I misses my baby...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">missing so badly that i m callin and sms-ing you every now and then...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">missing so badly that i m checking my phone always for ur calls/sms...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">but to no avail...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">jus a few sms in the afternoon...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">and the passion died off after that...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">can you feel i miss you??</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">can u feel the insecurity i felt??</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">i noe u will say u r working...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">i noe u will b unhappy cos it seems i dun trust u...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">but wat if it is me who didnt picked ur call??</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">not 1 not 2 but more den ten over calls...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">and u simply say u dun feel well... </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">promised to call me the next morning...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">in the end? you dint...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">told me u dun wanna wake me up from my sleep...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">but baby... i m willing... willing to be woken up hearing your gentle voice...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">the whole evening i been sms-ing you... </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">you said u were busy...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">i called you... u took hrs to return...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">told u i meetin my fren... u said okie...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">called me at nite... i told u i were with my fren...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">you sounded sad... or m i sensitive??</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">my heart felt so sad... felt so guilty to meet fren when u r bz working...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">tried smsing you to ask if u r unhappy...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">tried calling... bombing sms...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">you called back... didnt heard ur reassurance...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">jus only a reason that u r charging you phone...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">probably you r jus leaving me to have fun with fren...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">but i dint expect that cold treatment...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">crying now... felt so lost...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">cant belive u sms say u sleeping soon...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">and when i replied not long after... ur reply jus dint come...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">r u sleepin alr? sleepin without waiting for my reply??</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">it hurts... it pains me... y? y are we so distance tis 2 days...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">what happen? i m worried... worried sick! </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">can you feel it?? m i someone nt impt anymore? </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">i wonder... really wondering... </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">i miss my baby... does he noe? can he feel?</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">losing sleep again....</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/763738396453852478-5529266408771897922?l=ourlovejourney011507.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sharonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09224997821214563727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-763738396453852478.post-16919342777143806102008-09-15T15:43:00.003+08:002008-09-15T15:49:08.956+08:00<span style="color:#ff6600;"><strong>sms my baby in the bright early morning cos it is our anniversary...</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>Thou sick, but i will never forget...</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>HAPPY 1 YR 8MTH ANNIVERSARY baby...</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>it has been a long and bumpy ride...</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>But fret not... i will hold ur hand tight jus like how u held mine...</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>and we will brave all storms together...</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>I miss my baby... and i m sure... I love my baby as much as my misses too...</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>MUACKS!</strong></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/763738396453852478-1691934277714380610?l=ourlovejourney011507.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sharonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09224997821214563727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-763738396453852478.post-38343751142686510432008-09-15T00:45:00.003+08:002008-09-15T01:01:16.389+08:00<span style="color:#ff99ff;"><strong>Been a couple of days i last update... wonder what special stuff did i did... hmmmmm~</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><strong>some vivids one..</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><strong>Remembered i was playing poker with baby... REAL CASH fyi... and i won! yes~ at first lost.. but manage to win it back... and one thing about us is... we play, we really pay... unless figure is too huge den we gotta pay up partial. hahahaha... </strong></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><strong>and guess wat, my baby who is a deep believer that he will definately able to win back his money sinks deep into his debt to me. hahaha... from $900 - $10 over k... haha... and baby really smart la.. say when i marry me den he pay mum ask my dowry... i told him no way.. every month pay up $300... hahaha... wonder if baby will automatic every month anot... lolx...</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><strong>den baby and i went shoppin at HG mall.. bought lotsa goodies at cheap price and we bought snacks we wanna eat and start binging it once we reach home. </strong></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><strong>today, baby went to work! argg... is a sunday... cant see my baby... sobs... i m so not feelin well. No appetite the whole day, feel like puking lor... and my right side of the body is aching so badly that i have problem sitting or standing or even move around... i called baby just now and i cried... i feel really really sick and pain... but baby got work... sobs~ </strong></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><strong>it really doesnt feels good without baby by my side when i m sick... my tears jus keep fallin... i keep heading to the toilet to throw up... i feel terrible... baby... i miss u! haix... </strong></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><strong>dunno wat else can i write... jus feel so not right... sobs...</strong></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/763738396453852478-3834375114268651043?l=ourlovejourney011507.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sharonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09224997821214563727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-763738396453852478.post-68243081341101561112008-09-04T09:05:00.002+08:002008-09-04T10:47:56.752+08:00<strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">Before reading on, PLS NOTE that everything that i am going to write are of my personal views...It does not represents the mind of others.</span></strong><br /><span style="color:#996633;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="color:#996633;"><strong>I suppose many would have watched the informative and humourous National Day Rally this year, or at least read the newspaper report on the issues mentioned- Getting married and Pregnancy? </strong></span><br /><span style="color:#996633;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="color:#996633;"><strong>Remembering when i was young... i was always telling myself that i wanted to be an adult as i can marry the man i wan, own a home and bring up a pair of lovely kids. But things just does'nt seems the same now as i imagined...</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#996633;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="color:#996633;"><strong>At first, i have convinced myself that i wanted to get married at the age of 24 yrs old and have my 1st kids at the age of 25-26 yrs old. But now, after i have had a feel of the competitive society, i decided that i will only get married at the age of 26 yrs old and have my 1st pair of kids at the age of 28. </strong></span><br /><span style="color:#996633;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="color:#996633;"><strong>Why the sudden change? I suppose it was due to the higher demand of living and the competitive woking society...</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#996633;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="color:#996633;"><strong>Given everything that is rising, the only thing that did not rise or rise very slowly will be our pay. Which i assume many people have that kind of mentality too.. (exclude dos who are born with a golden/silver spoon) Or i should say, i derive this conclusion from my dad... Whose pay didnt raise AND! he had met 2 times of retrenchment... With this kind experience, i cant help thinking how is my family gonna cope if he is gonna stay jobless in future... So this gave me the fear of not having a job yet stuck in having a family. Thus, i felt that able to be financially independent is an important factor...</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#996633;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="color:#996633;"><strong>Which i suppose this factor gave rise to the issue that many are afraid to get married or even have kids. Calculating all the expense that is gonna occur on the wedding ceremony, in the days of getting and owning the new flat, in the months of pregnancy and along the way when the kids are born... it really amounts up to huge and horrifyin figure. Are we able to save up that big lump sum of $$ in order not to worry abt all tt upcoming events? I doubt... why? think about where our pays goes every month... Bills, car/transport, parents, daily food expenses... Do you think dere be much left for saving? And how long do we need to save up to be financially independent or at least able to support a family and home with no worries? Thats is the reason thats holding me back from marriage and child bearing...</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#996633;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="color:#996633;"><strong>Another issue that link closely to this is lookin for someone reliable to look after the kid. To many, they need to work to survive... to be financial stable, thus not able to stay home to look after the kids themselves... who can dey turn to? By hiring extra help be it baby sitter, maid or child care centre, it became an additional cost for the couple to bear.. So whats a better solution? To work all the way and save a big sum enought to satisfy everything?</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#996633;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="color:#996633;"><strong>From the National Day Rally, government is giving better baby bonus... longer maternity leaves... better benefits... but is that helpin us enough? Advise and comments about all this issue? Do feel free to leave ur comments on the tagboard okie! =D</strong></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/763738396453852478-6824308134110156111?l=ourlovejourney011507.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sharonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09224997821214563727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-763738396453852478.post-75372880591362847282008-09-02T00:45:00.002+08:002008-09-02T01:12:50.335+08:00<span style="color:#996633;"><strong>I miss my baby... 2 days nv see him cos of work committment... </strong></span><br /><span style="color:#996633;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="color:#996633;"><strong>yesterday, had an arguement with my baby... i was really angry, but i tried to take a step back to cool the situation off. I know my baby was also taking a step as he told me if i feel that the method he suggested wont work den he will think of other suggestions lor... But of cos, how will i willing to let baby ma fan rite... so decided to do as planned... pray that it will work lor...</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#996633;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="color:#996633;"><strong>although arguing with baby was nv a thing i wanted it to ever happen.. cos we get really "HOT" at times... but i start to love arguing with baby as he will always tell me abt his thoughts at times such as he loves me or he dun wan me to leave him.. etc. (but is that the only way i can know how u feel?)</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#996633;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="color:#996633;"><strong>anyway, i had another horrible dream again yesterday nite... i dreamt of baby leavin with another ger. And before he turned his head away from me, he even told me: "i have never love you and what i used to tell you is nv true"... my heart shattered and i cried myself awake... NO LIE! my pillow has a portion being drenched by my tears... It was close to 4 am when i woke... So, i dint really take into consideration whether if baby is sleepin.. i sms him... i told him my dreams... He tried to console me... re assure me... But mayb the dream was too real and dreams of such kind keeps occuring.. thus i was nt convince and assured... we even almost started another quarrel... But mayb i was too tired and the tears made me unable to open my eyes wide, i fell back to sleep...</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#996633;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="color:#996633;"><strong>And on my way to class today, baby sms me " Good Luck to your exam baby "... i was touched... My baby nv failed to sms me such words of encouragement... (of cos i nv failed to do so too...) This sms brightens my day... Thanks baby for not giving up on me when i unreasonably sms u in the middle of the nite wanting your assurance and even tell u i dun believe... SORRY baby... i know i m at fault... forgive me okie? ('',)</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#996633;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="color:#996633;"><strong>anyway, this 2 days when my baby was not around, i was so bored that i started to browse video in Youtube... and dunno how i link, i saw clips of many couple's wedding... Not dos wedding dinner but the video on the event takin place when the groom fetch bride and the little test dey need to pass in order to see their beloved... At that moment, i got the sudden surge to get married... Haha... And not only that... The video oso showed how the groom made the wedding grand by having a convoy... Which means many car escort the main bridal car... Yes! is sooo cool k... there are some who able to get all cars of the same model.. which i noe this people probably joined those car clubs... </strong></span><br /><span style="color:#996633;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="color:#996633;"><strong>So i start to imagine... or rather i should say i start to recall what i have ever hope for in my wedding... I wish to gather 4 of my best sistas during secondary and 2 present good fren to join my <em>"jie meis" </em>and my baby to find 6 <em>"xiong di"</em> who can drive... And i will have a Beetle Cabriolet which is convertible as my bridal car... whereas the rest will either all be Subaru WRX which we can rent it for all the <em>"xiong di"</em> or probably jus keep it simple by letting them drive their own car... Then when baby come and fetch me... he will have all his <em>" xiong di "</em> to honk loudly when they reach... Even the little details such as the tests they need to pass in order to see me etc.. i also got some funny concept in mind... i suppose it should be VERY fun... hahaha... I know many might be thinkin m i so sure we will get married... well... this is wat i m 99% sure about... And that 1% is to put as reserve if my baby dun wan marry me or dun wan me anymore.. Which i noe, it is pretty impossible..<em> *smirk smile*</em> hahahaha...</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#996633;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="color:#996633;"><strong>anyway, whatever it is... i always tell myself to treasure what i have now rather to regret in future.. So no matter wat the future holds for us... at least for the very moment... I Still Love my baby lots and i m absolutely sure i cant lose my baby... =) MUACKS!</strong></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/763738396453852478-7537288059136284728?l=ourlovejourney011507.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sharonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09224997821214563727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-763738396453852478.post-43497335151698016022008-08-29T23:02:00.002+08:002008-08-29T23:44:08.745+08:00<strong><span style="color:#3333ff;">*how should i react?*</span> </strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><em><strong>I asked myself when i was over the phone with baby's daddy... He was scolding... blaming... questioning... Thou is is someting that always happen every month... but at that moment, my heart tears every time his crude remarks are made... my mind was always blank and my mouth will repeated reply... "i dun know"... and at the moment my mind awakens was when i heard "thud... dooo....dooo....dooo..." yes~ he kap my phone as usual... my mind always tell me shout back, argue and tell everything... but whenever i pick the call... i will lose the courage... </strong></em><br /><em><strong></strong></em><br /><em><strong>when i hung up, my first reaction as usual was tears fallin... my mind starts floating thoughts...</strong></em><br /><em><strong></strong></em><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"What happened?? What did i do to piss dem off??"</span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"Why is it i m the one to get all the questioning and blame for something i didnt do?"</span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"should i tell the truth? Wats gonna happen?"</span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"should i let go of everything? Is it worth me holdin on?"</span><br /><em><strong></strong></em><br /><em><strong>I know my baby will get to read all this in time to come... But sorry is the only thing i can say, cos i simply cant help having such thoughts whenever i face all this over and over again every month... I am tired of hearing and answering and crying... And what did i get in return? Nothing... Jus a word of concern... Jus ask me to ignore... But how many time do i got to hear this all over again? I remember telling baby few months back when this kind of fone call happens, that i will leave him if this happens again... But month after month, i hang on... why? cos of love... a love that keep telling me to hang on... i will survive... but how strong is our love? is it going to bring me thru? </strong></em><br /><em><strong></strong></em><br /><em><strong>i dun deny i love my baby... i dare to admit... i do love you... but i need you to see, feel and show me that u see my existence... tell me u need me... love me... miss me... thats all i need~ is that too much to expect? I dun need anything special... no longer need roses, surprises... but i need a shoulder... a shoulder for me to lean on when i want to cry... a gentle voice to tell me "dun worry, i m here for you" whenever things happen... i want a smile that tells me that you feel happiness when i m by ur side... that is all... m i asking too much?</strong></em><br /><em><strong></strong></em><br /><em><strong>as i m typing now, my mind is in a mess.. should i cry? m i angry? i really dunno... had a heated arguement with my mum this afternoon... my heart hurts... i am struggling of whether i should convince u to visit ur parents every week before things gets worse... i m raking my brain of how to settle the big lump sum of ur bills... i m worried of how m i gonna buy my textbook for the Law exam on the 6th, when i have used up the money to pay for things... i m not blaming you... cos i did all tis willingly... but wat do i need? is jus a strong shoulder for me to cry on or even a tight hug to tell me u care... but today, when i told u i cried, you showed me u seems worried when u asked wat happened and tried calling me... i hung up the call... cos i m sobbing.. i dunno wat can i sae... and u replied me... </strong></em><br /><em><strong></strong></em><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"i m driving how can i msg u... can u pick up the call?"</span><br /><em><strong></strong></em><br /><em><strong>upon seeing this, i immediately called him... but the first thing i heard was him shouting</strong></em><br /><em><strong></strong></em><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">" DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY PPL HONK ME JUS NOW? "</span><br /><em><strong></strong></em><br /><em><strong>my heart sank deeply... all i can say was sorry... </strong></em><br /><em><strong></strong></em><br /><em><strong>he asked me</strong></em> <span style="color:#3333ff;">"which beach u wanna go??"</span><br /><em><strong></strong></em><br /><em><strong>i replied..</strong></em> <span style="color:#3333ff;">"pasir ris?"</span><br /><em><strong></strong></em><br /><em><strong>he said... </strong></em><span style="color:#3333ff;">"when i reach i call u! "</span><br /><em><strong></strong></em><br /><em><strong>when i hung up, i know he is angry... angry that i sms him and he got honk by many when he tried replying and driving... my heart tears once again... </strong></em><br /><em><strong></strong></em><br /><em><strong>i recalled whenever his fren called him, sms him... he will reply while driving... and thats when i will always complaint and ask him to drive carefully... and i remember vividly, him scolding me at one incident :</strong> </em><span style="color:#3333ff;">" CAN YOU STOP CRITIZING MY DRIVING? " "CAN YOU RELAX?"</span><br /><em><strong></strong></em><br /><em><strong>But now, i was the one who sms him... he blamed me causing him being honked... What did i did wrong? i did wat all ur frens did when dey need u... but did u treat me the way u always did to ur fren? Mayb u will say u did... But is it always? I tried hard recalling... But heart jus ache everytime... </strong></em><br /><em><strong></strong></em><br /><em><strong>mins after that, baby sms me...</strong></em><br /><em><strong></strong></em><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">"can we go tonight? i wanna rest my leg cos it hurts after the run" ...</span><br /><em><strong></strong></em><br /><em><strong>i agreed... but wat happens? My baby is fast asleep since 8pm... </strong></em><br /><em><strong></strong></em><br /><em><strong>"perhaps he is really tired"... this is wat i always convince myself when u forget abt our date... our agreement... i noe, i have been complaining... crying and arguing over such things... but sometimes, a small little sparks is gonna start a fire... </strong></em><br /><em><strong></strong></em><br /><em><strong>i dunno wat m i doin, thinking and wanting... but i only know, i love you! that is the strength that kept me going... but i noe, feelin will fade one day if i m not appreciated, cared and loved... Remember you promise me that wun ever happen?? I m really scare... scare of losing you...~!</strong></em><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/763738396453852478-4349733515169801602?l=ourlovejourney011507.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sharonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09224997821214563727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-763738396453852478.post-31416651676606217902008-08-26T17:24:00.002+08:002008-08-26T17:55:26.832+08:00my baby read this blog yesterday night... he read with full attention... and i noe, he felt something..<br /><br />after he finished reading, i ask him...<br /><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#3333ff;">"baby, wats ur tot?"</span></em><br /><br />he replied in a calm manner <span style="font-size:85%;color:#3333ff;"><em>"the post in Jan 07 and Feb 07 almost teared me"</em></span><br /><br />so i asked <span style="font-size:85%;color:#3333ff;"><em>"y?"</em></span><br /><br />and he said <span style="font-size:85%;color:#3333ff;"><em>"cos i can recall the past and can feel hw much we been through"</em></span><br /><br /><br />i agreed... whenever i read e post all over again, i will jus somehow feel that my eyes felt teary...<br />yesterday evening, i met my baby and we went the nearby mall to get some stuff and to pay my bills... And as we were walkin there, baby told me the details of the dream he had and he said he felt the fear...<br /><br />he said he dreamt that he finish work earli one day and he went my hse... so he took the lift up to my unit and when the lift door opens, he saw me... he asked me where am i goin... i said meetin a male fren... and instead of feelin worried he might be angry, i actually jus brush pass him and went into the lift... leaving him there alone... so i jokingly told him...<br /><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#3333ff;">"haha.. so u shld noe it's time to treasure me more right?"</span></em><br /><br />he kept quiet and smiled... hmmm, whats that suppose to mean? i dun know... ('',)<br /><br />but i can really feel the fear he is feelin... he starts to get abit sensitive to who sms me... where i am... and one thing he said last nite b4 he slept at 10.30 brightens my night... he said :<br /><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#3333ff;">" wake me up at 11.30 later k... i wan to wake up to accoy u cos i noe tmr i cant accoy u..."</span></em><br /><br />i was happy... i did set alarm to wake him up... but thou the clock rung, i dint wake him... cos i noe he is tired and needs his rest... jus by watching him sleep, i jus feel so sweet! i love my baby... =)<br /><br />today, my sis revealed that she had broken up with her 10 mths boyfren... and she was sad till she no mood to do her report... And that moment, i felt that i was blessed... blessed that i had such a loving and high tolerance bf... that tolerate all my attitude and my faults and even loves me more each day... i m touched! and i am determine to treat my darling more each min...<br /><br />whats more, tis morning, i was awoken by a bad dream... i dreamt that i was working and i actually called my baby when close to my off work time to pick me up after work... and he say okie.. i come down now... But i waited for very long and finally found out he went to watch movie instead of meetin me immediately... and i was furious till i ignore him. But on the other hand, i wish he will apologise and ask me to forgive him... However, he did not! instead he walk past me and walk to his car and leave me alone by the road side...<br /><br />i cried myself awake... so scare that baby will leave me too...<br /><br />wat a coincident that we dream of each other leaving each other... is that a hint? i m sooo scare... i sms my baby tellin him this dream... and he assured me<br /><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#3333ff;">"haha... wun happen de.. i love you so much. how will do this kind of thing..."</span></em><br /><br />i am happy and really touched... baby, i love you!~ =)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/763738396453852478-3141665167660621790?l=ourlovejourney011507.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sharonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09224997821214563727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-763738396453852478.post-57704173804103532452008-08-25T12:31:00.001+08:002008-08-25T13:37:27.533+08:00woke up pretty earli today and i cant fall asleep after that...<br /><br /><em><strong>sms my baby</strong> <span style="color:#3333ff;">" baby, i love you "</span></em><br /><em></em><br /><em><strong>my baby replied</strong> <span style="color:#3333ff;">" hmmm... how come so suddenly? haha... "</span></em><br /><em></em><br /><em><strong>i replied</strong> <span style="color:#3333ff;">" dunno, jus got e suddenly feelin i m losing u. So jus wan tell u i love u lor. "</span></em><br /><em></em><br /><em><strong>he said</strong> <span style="color:#3333ff;">" don tink too much la... i wun de... i had a nightmare just now also"</span></em><br /><em></em><br /><em><strong>I replied</strong> <span style="color:#3333ff;">"nightmare of?"</span></em><br /><em></em><br /><em><strong>he answered</strong> <span style="color:#3333ff;">" of you goin out with someone else "</span></em><br /><em></em><br /><em><strong>and i assured him...</strong> </em><br /><em></em><br /><em><span style="color:#3333ff;">" Mad! now i no one to go out de lor. Onli with my dear onli. Baby, when u love me u must tell me ma. Like me like tat. Haha. i so long nv hear you say tat. U onli dream me go out with other ppl ar? haha.."</span></em><br /><em></em><br /><em><strong>he replied</strong> <span style="color:#3333ff;">" ya... tat's y i wake up being very scared lo... Till cant sleep..."</span></em><br /><br />Silly baby... i know in the past i have let u disappointed time after time... but tts all in the past. Now, you are my only goal and aim... you are my only love and happiness... what happened in the past will not happen now... Just wan to let you know, i will never leave you as my love has become stronger as time pass... But instead, i m the one that is worried of you leaving me... can u give me ur assurance? i need my baby...<br /><br />i actually told my baby the existance of this blog... i nv tot of wanting my baby to post anything... cos i jus wanna share all abt me and him for all to see... for all to noe, I Love my Baby... =)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/763738396453852478-5770417380410353245?l=ourlovejourney011507.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sharonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09224997821214563727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-763738396453852478.post-30254659531838041522008-08-23T10:42:00.000+08:002008-08-25T13:38:00.567+08:00yesterday was a day i suppose the happiest over the past few months.<br /><br />Suppose to attend class in the afternoon... but i decided to give it a miss. why? cos jus tot of taking it as a rest day for me after studying so hard and of cos, to spend a day with my baby. Its rare for him to have a day off.. =)<br /><br />in order not to arouse my mum's suspicion, my baby decided we should leave home and take a walk somewhere and have our lunch.<br /><br />My baby is sweet... he knew i am craving for Starbucks Ice Blended Java Chip (yumm!) he decide that we should grab our lunch at East Coast Park and probably drop by the cafe for the coffee! yippe~ i can feel the love that baby is trying his best to show~ thanks baby!~<br /><br />But unlucky us, it rained really heavily when we almost reach the park.. so i suggested mayb we can jus drop by parkway parade for our lunch and shopping spree! so baby agreed. There were lots of ppl heading to the mall.. suppose everyone is having the same mentality as us, to get away from the rain.<br /><br />after we parked our car, baby turned his head and asked me... what are we eating? Ha! smart move.. he will always beat me at asking this questions so i end up gotta think wat to eat lor. *smack forehead*<br /><br />so i tot probably we can decide when we reach the mall.. so we took the lift and head for the basement where all the good food at... yummm!~ when we came out of the lift, the first restaurant i saw was the siam kitchen followed by HongKong cafe... so, in order to satisfied my stomach.. i quickly make the decision to eat at HongKong cafe.. He ate the beef noodle while i eat the wanton noodle... its abit erm... no comment~ probably next time i wont order the same dish ba..<br /><br />after lunch, we went shopping!! yes! walk walk walk... but nothing caught our eyes.. so decided to rest our feet at STARBUCKS! woah~ after craving for weeks, i finally get to drink my coffee... my darling is sweet. I only mentioned it once... but he remembered for life. *Muacks!* we had fun chatting, laughing at each others joke.. jus like how we used to be when we first started. I love this feeling... and i noe, it is gonna last!<br /><br />roughly at 3.25pm, we head off to our car and a tot came to my mind... i wan to buy 4D. I dunno y i will have this thought cos seriously, i SELDOM buy 4D... so my baby say ok lor... lets go buy. And we ended our "date" at around 4.15 pm. We were dead beat... but we didnt really take a nap. Instead, we did lots of meaning stuff.. I went to wash clothes while he went to help our "son" junior to shave his fur... let him feel comfortable. After we finish our stuff, we realise it was already 6 plus. So my mummy help me pack food home. Finish food le baby surf the net and me, watch my SCV. hahaha... and we den ended the day with sweet dreams... thou tired.. but i noe, we had our fun~ we are stepping a step closer once again... i love my baby~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/763738396453852478-3025465953183804152?l=ourlovejourney011507.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sharonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09224997821214563727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-763738396453852478.post-72963223008793978282008-01-15T12:08:00.000+08:002008-08-25T13:38:14.935+08:00<em><strong>Happy anniversary to us</strong></em><br /><em><strong>Happy anniversary to us</strong></em><br /><em><strong>Happy 1 year anniversary to us~</strong></em><br /><em><strong>happy anniversary to us!</strong></em><br /><br />its our 1 year anniversary. Yupp! we had hold our hand, hug each other and walk each other thru all sadness and happiness for 1 year le... but a pity, you are not able to accompany me for the day, cos of ur work committment.<br /><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;">i am sad... </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;">wanted to cry... </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;">wanted to scream my head off at you... </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;">wanted to call ur "bosses" and blame them.</span></em><br /><br />But of cos all that can only be thoughts and not reality. Why? cos i love my baby so i must respect my baby lor. I wan to be the woman behind the successful man lor. hahaha!~<br /><br />but not forgetting this anniversary, my baby had actually brought me my anniversary gift weeks before... And i am pleased. y? cos it is something that i wanted so badly, but i cant have it as my mum disagree. But after consulting and convincing my mummy, the permission was given to me to accept this gift. which is a Jack Russell. Yes... a dog for a gift. My dear know i love dogs. despite having phobia for dogs, he was still willing to get the dog for me and rear it together...<br /><br />baby! i love you~ *muacks*!<br /><br />I am lookin forward to the 2nd year, 3 year...and many more years of anniversary... <em>*prays*</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/763738396453852478-7296322300879397828?l=ourlovejourney011507.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sharonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09224997821214563727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-763738396453852478.post-84445249960587666642007-02-14T11:09:00.000+08:002008-08-25T13:38:27.514+08:00It's our first valentine's day, but you are not here... which part of india are you at now? wat are you doin?<br /><div></div><br /><div>is it cold? i am worried abt the coldness there...</div><br /><div>is it tough? i am worried abt the trainin u had there... </div><br /><div>is it safe? i am worried abt ur safety...</div><br /><div>are you full? is the food sufficient? </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>many question surfacing in my brain... </div><br /><div>i noe, i still fang xin bu xia.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div><em><strong>anyone had similiar worries as me? anyone has gd ways to handle such situation, share with me okie?</strong></em></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>anyway, i waited at home the whole day... patiently, jus for the arrival of the surprise.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>and my hardwork pays off... ur special gift had arrived. Its a bouquet of blue roses filled with ur love and a card that shows ur misses... </div><br /><div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5238277589239004978" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 241px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 232px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="279" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_tooouoqpiKw/SLIZtr16_zI/AAAAAAAAAAU/kPf23LKiiQc/s320/Image015.jpg" width="221" border="0" /></div><br /><p><em><strong>*extracted from the card*</strong></em></p><p><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#3333ff;">Darlin,</span></em></p><p><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#3333ff;">Haix, not here to celebrate our 1st V-Dae wif ya cuz of my work commitment. Hope ya understand, i am not wif ya physically but spiritually i'm always with ya.</span></em></p><p><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#3333ff;">Looking forward to @@ ya again on the 17th.</span></em></p><p><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#3333ff;">Bb, remember to take gd care of yaself while i'm not around k, Eat Regularly K?</span></em></p><p><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#3333ff;">Love Ya</span></em></p><p><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#3333ff;">Ya Loving Mo</span></em></p><p><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#3333ff;">*signs off* 150107</span></em></p><p><strong><em>*Right Side of the card*</em></strong></p><p><em><span style="color:#3333ff;">Lub &amp; Miz Ya Lots Lots</span></em></p><p>I typed word to word the same way as it appears in the card. And the way he tried to write this card warms my heart. He tried to make it fanciful and unique as possible... But deep in my heart, as long is someting from him... it is special enough. </p><p>I miss my baby... counting down... </p><p>3 more days and you r back with me</p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/763738396453852478-8444524996058766664?l=ourlovejourney011507.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sharonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09224997821214563727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-763738396453852478.post-20367867769893478502007-01-26T10:32:00.000+08:002008-08-25T13:38:42.507+08:00i miss my baby.. it is only the 3rd day he left. I misses everything about us. Even meetin frens became so dull without him. worse off, it was rainin this few days and it adds on to the misses even more.<br /><br />No mood to sleep... no mood to wake... no mood for class... no mood to meet up anyone. Cos the whole mind was just about him. cant imagine how will it be like to lose him one day..<br /><br />he manage to talk to me... sms me this few days. And my poor baby was sooo sweet! It was winter at India now... the temperature was damn damn cold at nite... so cold that he needs to wear 3 layers of clothes... But despite the coldness, my baby actually make the effort to step out of the semi warm campsite jus to talk to me over the phone. He walked to the place where the reception was strong and he said it was very very cold... i m touched yet feels sad. he seems like suffering cos of my selfishness... but i jus wanna hear from him ma... so i tot mayb jus chat for a short short while lor... and i m glad my baby is understanding and really... WEI DA!<br /><br />i miss my baby soooo much... at this moment, i suddenly felt that time seems to stop moving... or rather, moving slowly... so slowly till i jus have that urge to ran to the airport and get a air ticket to be by ur side... hugging you... but i need to be strong... need to wait patiently, cos i noe u will be back.<br /><br />my baby oso really cute lar~! he keep reminding me to be home on valentines day as he had prepared something special for me. haha... excited!~ anticipating... counting down... =P<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/763738396453852478-2036786776989347850?l=ourlovejourney011507.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sharonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09224997821214563727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-763738396453852478.post-61998246504133041392007-01-25T06:15:00.000+08:002008-08-25T13:38:58.127+08:00A day of surprise... my baby wrote something on his friendster blog... a blog that only had 1 post.. the one and only one that made me love him even more... the post that made me decide, he's the one...<br /><br />P.S, he is the first man that wrote a blog post on the love.<br /><br />I love you baby...<br /><br /><em>(extracted from his friendster)</em><br /><br /><br /><p><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_tooouoqpiKw/SK0Ivy9_DnI/AAAAAAAAAAM/RDckb1vI9ic/s1600-h/dear+blog.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5236851558930386546" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 385px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 276px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="234" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_tooouoqpiKw/SK0Ivy9_DnI/AAAAAAAAAAM/RDckb1vI9ic/s320/dear+blog.jpg" width="337" border="0" /></a></p><p>Stupid me... only realise this post after he left for India... now i am missing him lots!</p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/763738396453852478-6199824650413304139?l=ourlovejourney011507.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sharonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09224997821214563727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-763738396453852478.post-59974338818447492122007-01-23T15:55:00.000+08:002008-08-25T13:39:15.368+08:00i cried sooo hard at the airport... on the cab.. over the phone... jus hoping you will say u r not goin.. But i know you cant.<br /><br />i miss your voice.. your joke and your smile... i remb helping you read out the stuffs to bring along and you packing it... i remb telling you not to go with tears whelm up in my eyes... but u said u cant with the little bit of unwillingness... i know, you dread going too... you miss me too...<br /><br />cried every moment i thought of u leaving... cried at the airport and not willing to let go of you when you said u need to check in... i remember we were hugging so tight like there is no tomorrow... i tried to hold back my tears cos i dun wan u to be sad. But i jus failed. I can feel the pain in my heart when i told you to promise me you will be home safe. And you replied me... i will definately be home safe, cos i still wan you to marry me... my heart sunk deeper... and my tears fell uncontrollably... i know, we need each other...<br /><br />many told me to take it easy... is jus 2 weeks. But when my fren's darling went oversea for trainin too... they cried as well... no one can understand the pain of watching your love one leave u for so long... unable to talk or hug each other... i miss my baby... awaiting for the 17th to come..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/763738396453852478-5997433881844749212?l=ourlovejourney011507.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sharonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09224997821214563727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-763738396453852478.post-90491827835871870552007-01-19T06:36:00.000+08:002008-08-25T13:39:36.786+08:00a sad day... y? cos my baby broke the news of him going india for his training. and what pains me most is... he is leaving for 2 weeks plus and he is not able to spent our first valentine's day and our first month anniversary... i cried... cried real hard as i hate to see him go... misses is gonna drown me and worries is gonna keep me awake at night... my baby told me not to worry and he promise he will be home safe... and he will not forget our valentine's day as he had made arrangements that day for a surprise..<br /><br />mixture of feelings... anticipating his surprise... yet not willing to let him go... i rather chose to have him with me rather then the surprise... is your presence that made my life feels bright...<br /><br /><br />counting down to the day you leaving... my heart aches more each day...<br /><br />i hate to let you leave... i wan you!~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/763738396453852478-9049182783587187055?l=ourlovejourney011507.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sharonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09224997821214563727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-763738396453852478.post-37154315390260291822007-01-18T04:28:00.000+08:002008-08-25T13:40:19.049+08:00My baby sms me where shall we go after his work... and i told him mayb east coast where we can eat and stroll by the beach at the same time... And he readily agreed.<br /><br />due to curiosity, i asked him: "tot u hate the beach? y u agree?"<br /><br />(him) remb i told u i will love whatever you love?<br />(me) yeap... thanks baby... but we can dun head for the beach if u have other ideas...<br />(him) my dear, i promise you... we shall stroll at different beach every week... till we covered all the beaches in Singapore. okie?<br />(me) are you sure? are you gonna fulfil your promise?<br />(him) yes... of cos...<br /><br />i was elated... i was jumping in joy... i am really in love... with you. =)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/763738396453852478-3715431539026029182?l=ourlovejourney011507.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sharonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09224997821214563727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-763738396453852478.post-2916505544637562952007-01-15T20:00:00.000+08:002008-08-21T14:24:11.928+08:00<span style="color:#000000;">Thinking for a very long time, finally i decided to set this blog up solely just for our love story...<br /><br />It all started on the 01/15/2007.<br /><br />And we had hold our hands and walk through the journey for 1 yr and 7mths... And i noe, this shall carry on.<br /><br />I know i am not able to record every single thing that has ever happened to us.. but i am sure, i am able to recall all the impt and special memories... and here will be where i m posting it... Letting everyone know our bitter and sweet moments... Letting everyone smile or cry with us...<br /><br />I will be back tracking by posting it the post according to the date as the incident happen..<br /><br />even this... thou was written on the 18 aug 2008, but i will post it on 01/15/2007.. indicating the<br /><br /></span><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#000000;">start of our love...</span></strong></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/763738396453852478-291650554463756295?l=ourlovejourney011507.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sharonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09224997821214563727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-763738396453852478.post-36823649180169965002007-01-14T20:31:00.000+08:002008-08-25T13:39:53.566+08:00our first date can said to be full of romantic and shyness..<br /><br />Today, as discussed earlier, we were to meet for movie... Jus me and him. I was shy. I dunno what can we talk about and i dunno what is gonna happen... my mind full of questions..<br /><br /><em>"are we gonna keep quiet?"</em><br /><em>"wat movies to watch"</em><br /><em>"where are we goin after that?"</em><br /><em></em><br />suppose to meet him at 3.00pm. But, i was late. I met him only at 3.15 and the show is starting at 3.45. (<em>Ops! my 2nd impression failed!</em> )<br /><br />he sped all the way and we literally run to the cinema... Hahaha.. and guess wat! we watch our first show... Is a chinese comedy, about mahjong. Really funny and we really enjoyed it. After movie he brought me for dinner... As the day before we ate at Swensen, i suggested to him we should go for something light.. while we were strollin pass those restaurants, he spotted his cousin at pizza hut... "faint"... so shy lor... dunno where to look or hide... hahahaha...<br /><br />After our wonderful dinner, he send me home. But for someone like me who hates goin back home starts to have stupid idea behind my mind... and what's sweet is, i didnt told him about my plan until we reaches my house void deck... den i told him: "<em>wei, shall we slack at the beach? i dun wanna go home so early"</em> He was shocked! But agreed eventually..<br /><br />I don't know if he loves the beach... but thought thats where i wanna go.. so didnt really consider much.. When we at the bench..<br /><br />he told me.. <em>"i wonder why gers like the beach.. basically there is nothing to do here"</em>...<br /><br />and i replied <em>" aiya.. romantic ma.. y? u dun like the beach?"</em><br /><em></em><br />He said <em>" erm.. something like that la. But dun mind coming with you lor"</em><br /><em></em><br />it warms my heart... thoroughly.<br /><em></em><br />We stroll by the beach after sitting for so long... He starts to keep quiet...<br /><br />so i joked:<em> "wei... really hate beach so much huh?"</em><br /><em></em><br />he replied with a slight smile: <em>"haha.. no lar."</em><br /><em></em><br />and i replied with a fake angry look: <em>"hmm.. since u bored den is okie lor... you send me home ba..."</em><br /><em></em><br />i walk off slowly from him.. and out of a sudden, he grab my hand and told me: "i am willing to start loving everything you love".<br /><br />His pair of warm and gentle eyes touched me.. sincerely right down to my heart. And i smiled.<br /><br />He continue to held on tight to my hand and we can literally feel the warmth and love passing thru each other... But instead of letting him hold on, i said: "erm.. i got say u can hold so long?"<br />And i suppose he knows how i feel, he said : "dun care... you are mine, and i will never let go"..<br />and something stupid happen to me... my tears fell... nv before someone actually told me this... he's the first..<br />He cleaned my tears and said: "silly... why are you crying? too touching?"<br /><br />I replied: <em>" i am scared... i m so scare you might be another guy who leaves me cause of stupid reasons</em> <em>such as i have too many male frens etc... i hate that feeling"</em><br /><em></em><br />He comforted me:<em> "silly ger... i wont... and never am i leaving you"</em><br /><em></em><br />after chit chatting at the beach for about 2 hrs... he send me home... gave me a good bye kiss in the car and he told me" go see my friendster once u reach home".<br /><br />i was puzzled yet really excited to see what he had done to his account. Once i reach home, immediately, i went to check... and guess what i saw.. his shoutout box...<br /><br />he wrote<em> " hAvE i ReAlLi FoUnD taT sPEcIal SomEonE?? YUP !!! i foUnD IT....." </em><br /><br />Once again, he warmth my heart... It was then i realise that he had actually feels that i am the special one on the meetup the previous day. Immediately i sms him:" thanks my baby... u brighten my night."<br /><br />and he replied me with something i felt sweet: "there's nothing to thank about... thats the truth. Thanks for accepting me and making the sentence come thru. I love you!"<br /><br />I wanna tell you... i love you too =)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/763738396453852478-3682364918016996500?l=ourlovejourney011507.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sharonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09224997821214563727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-763738396453852478.post-62076573073966827472007-01-13T20:49:00.000+08:002008-08-25T13:40:44.478+08:00<span style="color:#000000;">he sms me today when i was on my way back from school</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">(him) good afternoon... i wake up le</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">(me) haha.. pig leh.. so late den wake</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">(him) haha.. so where are you nw?</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">(me) on my way home from class</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">(him) huh? class? you got class ar? poor girl... wat time will you be home?</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">(me) eh... i meet u at 2 lor.. can?</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">(him) you can make it? is it too rush for you?</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">(me) er... abit lar.. or 3 can?</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">(him) haha.. okok.. den you gotta give me ur address.</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">(me) haha.. my address is Blk xxx RxxxxVxxx Dr.</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">(him) oh.. haha.. okok... wah.. new estate.. nv go before</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">(me) you noe how to come? Don't get lost k...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">(him) haha.. dun worry... can check street directory</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">(me) wah... den i dun rush cos u will late de... haha</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">(him) won't la.. i will leave home early and make sure reach on time so you dun need wait too long.. </span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">(me) hahaha.. okok.. so cya lor..</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">(him) kk.. see ya!</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">and yes, he is earli... thou he made many wrong turns, he nv fail to reach on time... first impression... 90 marks! =)</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">we went marina square for lunch and shop and movie so as to waste some time before clubbing... and also because my fren can only meet me in the evening! haha.. my fren called me... and asked where am i. I told her and she say.. eh... ask ur fren come fetch me lar... den i will be able to meet u earlier... as a joke, i actually told him... and to my surprise, he said... ok lor... and he actually went to fetch my fren and then head to suntec city to meet his fren. yeah! from town to marine parade and to town... thanks for making that effort!</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">When we reach suntec city, he was shy... shy to talk to me... shy to face me... cos there are 3 other ppl apart from us... so we didnt really talk...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">at nightfalls, all of us headed to St James... As there were many different clubs, we headed to one of it... and there were lots of ppl... fearing me and my fren might get lost, he ask me to hold on to him... but i hold his shirt instead... my fren said he was a gentleman and he is cute... </span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">as we were lookin for a spot tats comfortable, my fren suddenly turn to me and said.. </span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">(fren) eh ger, are you interested in him?</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">(me) er... abit lor... y?</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">(fren) erm.. nth lar...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">(me) y? u like him too?</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">(fren) hee... yeah, sort of... will you be angry?</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">(me) silly~ of cos i wont.. how can we let a guy spoil our frenship... shall we promise each other, </span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">no matter who he fall for... we gotta still be besties and bless each other okie?</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">(fren) okok... PROMISED!</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">after all the crapping at the club, his fren suggested to move to another club which is oso at ST.James... The Dragonfly..</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">We queued outside the club for abt an hour plus... and it was raining even. In order not to let me get drench, he actually went to his car to get an umbrella... ensure i m not in contact wif a single drop of the rain... how sweet!</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">but the rain.. the waiting pissed him off... he said he dun wanna wait... instead he rather sleep in his car... i felt sad... y? cos he ask me out yet he dump me and my fren with his fren... but luckily they were all friendly ppl... i tried to enjoy myself after umpteen time of persuation for him to join us... </span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">after a few hrs of clubbing... we decided to leave for supper... he drove me, my fren and another guy... suddenly, my gastric pain attacked me... i crunched up like a ball on the passenger seat.. right beside him... he noe i was in pain... he sped to the place for supper... i ask him wat are we eating... he said porridge cos its less oily... healthy for me.. especially i m having pain... i m touched!</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">after he dropped us near the eating place, he said he need to go get something... so i asked his fren.. wher he go? his fren told me... mayb go look for his mum as his mum's coffee shop was nearby... so i said oh.. ok.. </span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">after 15 mins, he returned... he bought someting that almost bring tears to my eyes... he actually ran to the nearby 7 eleven to buy me gastric medicine... yes! no one ever did that to me... he's the first... and thats someting that made me decide tat he's the one!! after everything, he sent me home and asked me to rest early...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">but, jus before i fell asleep, he sms me...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">(him) i am home le... are you asleep?</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">(me) nop.. but goin to.. wassup?</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">(him) u free tmr?</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">(me) huh? ya.. y?</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">(him) wan to meet tmr for movie?</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">(me) huh? tot we jus meet todae?</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">(him) i mean jus U and Me? <em>(my heart skip a beat upon reading this)</em></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">(me) haha is this a date? lolx</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">(him) erm... can sae so... <em>(my heart and my face smiled)</em></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">(me) haha... ok lor... wat time?</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">(him) i check time le i let you noe okie?</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">(me) okok... hurry go sleep ba</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">(him) okok... good nite and sleep tite... i miss you</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">(me) haha.. miss u too... nite nite</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">the "i miss you" suppose had brought smile to both of us and accoy us to sleep... </span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">i am excited...</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/763738396453852478-6207657307396682747?l=ourlovejourney011507.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sharonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09224997821214563727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-763738396453852478.post-8081487133102127772007-01-12T12:00:00.000+08:002008-08-25T13:41:13.296+08:00does anyone belives that there is such thing as love at first sight? i do... cos thats how we started..<br /><br />it was a boring fri cos i am home... trying to look for kakis to go out... but all bz... =(<br /><br />so, in verge of bo liao, i decided to log into WLNY to jus look ard...<br /><br />jus at the moment i wanted to log off, he msg me...<br /><br /><almo><em><span style="color:#3333ff;">(him) hi<br /><me>(me) hi.. sorry to reply tt late.. =)<br /><almo>(him) it's ok.... almo here ... 24 tis yrs... serving the nation at the moment... ya?<br />(her) oic.. haha.. me sharon.. 21 tis yr.. student at SIM.. hee.. so hw long more before u ORD? wahaha =)</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#3333ff;">(him) hmmm.... i m a reg ... so tat is a question mark? haha</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#3333ff;">(her) haha.. icic.. how many more yrs?? wahaha.. =P ur car is nice!! =) ur rims gt change?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#3333ff;">(him) nope... haven change yet... anyway thanks .. ya got friensster?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#3333ff;">(her) haha... tts y i find it funny. heehee.. me gt friendster ar.. add me at xxxxxxx</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#3333ff;">...........<br />...........<br />...........<br /><me>(him) yup.... tomorrow free? wanna meet up? hehe</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#3333ff;">(her) heehee.. meet up to go where?? wat time?? i can onli meet up after 12.30.. <almo></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#3333ff;">(him) for lunch or wat lo... it's ok if you're not comfortable</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#3333ff;">(her)haha.. i m okie ba.. jus meet for a meal or wat? haha.. </span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#3333ff;">(him) ya got go clubbin one ?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#3333ff;">(her) got.. y leh.. haha.. wan go tmr ar?? lolz</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#3333ff;">(him) mayb... interested?<br />(her) haha.. u will be goin with ur friens or wat?? if u goin with friends den i will try gt my frien too.. hehe</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#3333ff;">(him) see u lo.... wat u r comfortable with? i anything one</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#3333ff;">(her) haha.. where u wan go??</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#3333ff;">(him) st james power house?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#3333ff;">(her) heehee.. tts a good place man.. can consider.. so tmr meet huh?? hee</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#3333ff;">(him) ya... but i nv went thre b4 ... so hope to see wat fun thre... tomorrow wat time u be free?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#3333ff;">(her) hmm.. me after 12.30pm will free le.. hehe..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#3333ff;">(him) okie... think tat time i juz woke up or still in dreamland... haha.... wanna xchange no?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#3333ff;">(her) haha.. okok.. 9xxxxxx</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#3333ff;">(him) mine is 9xxxxxx.... so b4 tat ya wan to eat or catch a show ?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#3333ff;">(her) haha.. i m fine with everything.. but i check with my frien see she wanna go along anot.. hehe</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#3333ff;">(him) okie.... so you bring another gal?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#3333ff;">(her) dunno.. if she works den prob alone.. nt sure yet.. but if u wan watch movie.. and dun wan too many ppl.. we can go watch tgt.. den mayb meet my fren for clubbin onli.. provided she nt workin.. =)</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#3333ff;">(him) okie.... den we meet watch movie...the mahjong show fine with u? den after tat den go chiong?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#3333ff;">(her) okie okie oso.. i m fine with tt too.. =)</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#3333ff;">..........<br />..........<br />.......... </span></em><br /><almo><em><span style="color:#3333ff;">(him) hmmm.... i goin off soon... goin to have my dinner soon.... hope to hear frm ya tomolo.... cya<br /><me>(her) haha.. okok...</span></em><br /><br />the dots in between indicates other details.. but i jus extract part of the conversation. I didnt really reply immediately... but he is patient enough to wait... =)<br /><br />Anticipating the meet up...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/763738396453852478-808148713310212777?l=ourlovejourney011507.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sharonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09224997821214563727noreply@blogger.com0